- April 20th, 2009
Lowest Weight? 87
Highest Weight? 120
What weight do you want to weigh? 97
What eating disorder do you have? I was diagnosed with anorexia.....people said i was bulimic but thats bp ing......i just didnt wanna eat
How many calories do you eat in a day, on average? 900
Do you throw up your food on occasion? yes
Do you want to look like a supermodel/actress? No
Are you in some sort of extracurricular sport, ie soccer or track? Ballet, gym, yoga
Has anyone ever teased you about your weight? yes for being skinny (i loved it really!)
Have you ever fasted? yeah 3 days max......usually 1 day. not often though
Do you take laxatives to get rid of food/calories? no
Are you 'inspired' by models/actresses? yes
Have you ever been hospitalised for your ED? no
Have you ever ingested Ipecac to induce vomiting? No
Have you ever tried to recover from your eating disorder? yes.....i lasted a bit too
Body Image Q's
Do you constantly see yourself as fat, even though others say you are not? yes
What part of your body would you change? thighs, calves, hips, ass, stomach, cheeks....
a scale of 1-10, how happy are you with your body? meh.....3?
Do you judge your value/merit solely on your weight/body? sometimes
Because of your body appearance/weight, have you become severely depressed? yes
Do you constantly compare your bodies to supermodels/actresses? yes
Do you think you eat healthy enough? i guess......small portions though
Are you morbidly afraid to eat carbs? sorta
Fat grams? yes
Are you often tired/fatigued? all the time
Do you feel more energized after eating food? depends what it is
Do you eat meat? No.
Do you eat your food in a certain way? no
Do people tell you you look sick or famished? yes
Have you ever thrown up blood? No.
Is your heart bpm above 49? yes
Do you have fainting spells from lack of eating? used to havent lately
Do you think the media is at fault for the prevalence of eating disorders? yeah probably
Your opinion of Pro-Ana? addictive.....supportive but a bad influence on really young people
Do you have any other mental disorders? brief spell of bulimia......other than that no
What's your favourite food to eat? peanut butter. anything that tastes good on the way up.....like marzipan!! mmmmm
Drink? water, diet coke, sugarfree redbull, vodka
Do you often wish you didn't have an ED? yes
Do you want to recover? not right now.